To get angry when people mess with me.
To be sad when I lose something.
To be bothered when I find something wrong.
To feel the flutters in my stomach when I see someone attractive.
To be surprised about everyday things.
To be content about my situation.
I don’t know how to express the emotions for myself, honestly.
I… just go on like nothing happened.
To be better from where I was- not dwelling on things.
Maybe I’m afraid to express.
Maybe I’m afraid what people think.
Maybe I’m afraid of myself.
Even right now, I see this a scientific observation rather than anything.
I think I’m taking this whole “proactive” thing a bit too far.
lol
